I've been reading post-Reichenbach Falls fic for the last week now, and of everything I've read so far, this one - The Inexactitude of Loss by phantomjam...well, it eclipses everything else. It's John, struggling to deal with the fallout of being left behind. And it hurts. Go. Read. Enjoy. While I was reading it, this song The Day You Went Away by Wendy Matthews came on the radio. It fitted so well.